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2018년 2월 10일 토요일

'Adult in the Room' Arguments

Student loan debt has skyrocketed to $1.5 Trillion. That is $500 Billion more than auto loans or credit card debts which are both around $1 Trillion each.

In less than 10 years, between Q1 2008 and Q4 2017, student loan balances have rocketed into the stratosphere shooting up 141%, from $619.3 billion to $1.49 trillion, or multiplying 2.4 times over that period.

The problem has become impossible to ignore, and now - of course - the "adults" are weighing in with their two cents.

Wolfstreet is one of my favorite websites for no non-sense financial analysis. Similar to avc.com, Wolfstreet also maintains a vibrant commentariat that acts as an amazing supplement to articles.

Commenters run the full spectrum of political beliefs and there are numerous non-American posters, but just as avc.com predominately leans liberal-left, commenters on Wolfstreet lean conservative-right.

Popular refrains by so-called adults to the Wolfstreet article that broke down the consumer debt issue (including student loans) can be summarized in two, nearly identical, examples: "No one put a gun to the kids head forcing them to take out hundreds of thousands of dollars in student loans" and "I scrimped and saved to make my payments over 20 years - I played by the rules - so why should these people get a free ride?"

Now excuse me whilst I take umbrage in my umbros.

Essentially, as people who say and think such things would have us believe, adults play by the rules and thus need to be accountable for their actions.

That perspective, however, is distorted, incorrect and unhelpful in the discussion of the growing social problem of student loan debt for two reasons:
  1. It is the result of a flawed assumption wherein they (the adults) are in-charge, when in reality, regular adults are simply rule followers, not rule makers, and;
  2. It doesn't account for the possibility that they, "the adults" themselves, are also at the root of the problem.
That is why I get sick to my stomach when I read and hear average rule followers say student loan debtors shouldn't ever be forgiven and should instead be forced to live with the consequences.

Let me draw an extreme comparison to demonstrate the dangerous implications of their ignorance.

In Nazi Germany there were three distinct groups: leaders, followers, and persecuted. The leaders (i.e. higher ranking Nazi Party members and officials) made the rules. The followers (i.e. all "regular" German adults and kids) simply followed the rules and examples of the leaders. The persecuted (i.e. Jews and anyone else who for whatever reason or action found themselves afoul of the rules) were persecuted according to the rules.

After that terrible state of affairs ended, who was punished? We all know it was the leaders - the rule makers and example setters - that were punished; not the average, rule-following adults.

What is problematic about the beliefs and assertions of the "adults" who believe student loan debt should never ever be forgiven, is that, if anything, they have completely internalized the now obviously flawed rules set by those is positions of power. They have internalized them so completely that they accept and even advocate persecution, not just for others, but for themselves potentially as well.

Instead of actually holding the leaders (i.e. "the real adults in the room") accountable for fostering a society where most believe tertiary education (and thus the accompanying debt burden) is an essential step to securing a stable future, or at least arguing for changes that will reduced the severity of the situation, these commenters are advocating maintaining the oppressive regime of the status quo.

No wonder the "adults" of post-Nazi Germany were so reluctant to discuss their lives in Nazi Germany - they had to have eventually realized that they were just as bad as the Nazi leaders themselves not to mention the more direct, decisive role they played in ensuring the persecution of those who ran afoul of the rules.

Anyways, stay out of debt kiddies. There are a ton of options, particularly abroad, where you can go and study to avoid the being forced into oppressive US debtor camps that US universities have become for anyone who isn't super rich.

2014년 4월 1일 화요일

Cherry Blossoms

Cherry Blossoms seem to engender a near mythical appreciation.  They are the definitive message bearer to the masses that the long, hard Winter has fallen to the sudden, surprise, early thrust spear of Spring.  The blossoms themselves will lead any casual observer to those memories - or fantasies for those as-yet-uninitiated - of youth when one first becomes aware of the opposite sexes surfeit of supple, unblemished smoothness.  This in turn is also, apart from being the place of their actual origin, probably what leads many to associate the blossoms with Japan and its culture.

That said, many other countries as well, including South Korea and the United States, have unofficial periods wherein the blooming of these trees is announced, celebrated and enjoyed by its citizenry.  These celebrations are more natural in that they are informal and lacking governmental or organizational auspices - which is to say that they do not take place within a conspicuous human enframing.  It is nature itself that calls to man as it were, to come hither to catch a glimpse of perfection, which if the blossom itself is any indication only occurs in youth.  Those so lucky to actually witness that moment, and it really is The Moment when the blossoms are in full bloom - and by full bloom I am not talking about the early, awkward stages of blooming when their skinny, pointed limbs are all too clearly visible and I am especially not talking about the later stage when the ugly, green leaves, the body hair if you will, poke through the perfect skin of blossoms that just form a complete, seemingly impenetrable orb of angelic whiteness around those awkward limbs - is to be bestowed with and at the same time burdened by Truth.  And it is probably for this reason why many will simply pay it no mind and miss it altogether.

We lateborn, unfortunately, are no longer able to readily receive Truth let alone begin to comprehend it.  Just try asking yourself what you believe Truth is or means.  A few mental stuttering starts heading nowhere, probably followed by an anecdote of modern usage that goes something like the following: truth is something agreed upon, ideally based on fact, and that upon hearing or reading usually elicits a "Yeah, (I think) that is true" or something to that effect.  Or maybe those of you who hail from institutions with latinate mottos (full disclosure: the motto of my alma mater, Korea University, is 'Libertas, Justitia, Veritas') will pay heed to the fact that Truth as spoken today in most romantic languages at least, derives from the Latin 'Veritas'.  (The etymological origins of 'truth' as spoken in English, it should be noted, shares a closer affinity than we would like to admit with 'faith' and even 'loyalty', which is food enough for thought itself).  That said, I don't know of anyone who actually knows let alone can indicate how exactly Veritas was thought of when it was still part of a living vernacular.  

Veritas was not an original, thoughtful construct in Roman times, however, it was the translation of the Greek 'Aletheia' into Roman thought and as a result this thoughtful Greek Word has been brought into our modern language in an equally violent manner being called 'Truth'.  To put it simply, the Greek word speaks of an "unconcealedness" or literally "the state of not being hidden". Moving fore, treading closer to the danger, and not for the mere purpose of highlighting etymological similarities, although such similarities cannot be said to not exist, I would like to briefly touch upon 眞理 or Zhenli or 진리.  There are probably many ways to think through this word, or set of characters, and the argument could probably be made as to whether one should even try to think through the couplet or instead focus on one character at a time or even if such an attempt should be made at all!

Shall we not at least try to take a leap, perhaps even a leap of faith towards what may be true? A good place to start along a way to thinking, generally, is through the thoughts of an actual thinker.  Regarding '眞', Zhuangzi (莊子) has already thought this character through as meaning 'Every-thing as it is' or '있는 그대로' in Korean.  The second character, a compound of the radicals 玉 + 里, that when taken in isolation respectively indicate a precious gem and a village.  Together, nowadays, when combined the resulting '理 ' is translated as either 'control' or 'logic', but these translations, especially the former, are ex post facto derivations.  Derived from what? In both cases, the original gem and village denote the 'explicit implicitness' or the concealed nature of both objects.  In the case of a precious gem, actually what is emphasized and always apparent first is the rough stone with the gem itself being unseen and only revealed later. A village is always only a village, and an area only comes to be called a village by virtue of the inhabitants that often exist in obscurity, or concealedness therein. So to be clear, the aspect of control that the above character has come to embody happened after, and only after the rough exerior of the gem or the nameless inhabitants of a village were forgotten in the sense that it became so simple to control the attaining of the gem itself or the groups of contained people.  

The above attempt at beginning to think through '眞理', which now that it is safe to say is an approximation of Truth in both Chinese, Japanese and Korean, was given solely as food for thought. In this moment the matter at hand, however, is Cherry Blossoms.  Cherry Blossoms, as mentioned at the outset, tend to evoke associations of Japan and its culture.  As a matter of fact, the Japanese have for centuries made it a practice to picnic or sojourn under blooming Cherry Blossoms.  In their traditional poetry, Cherry Blossoms were expressed reverentially by the single character denoting all flowers '花' for more than a millennia and some centuries.  Why? Well, I guess, since '花' is composed of '艹' a radical simply demarcating something as a plant and '化' symbolizing man becoming man from man, then the Japanese must therefore have had an original, intimate experience wherein the Cherry Blossoms, and particularly Cherry Blossoms in full bloom came to represent not just plants that become unconcealed from out of the concealement that exists and is protected within plants which they in turn again appear within, but also that opening into what is concealed in man that allows man to become unconcealed as such.  Or were you asking why Japanese picnicked beneath Cherry Blossoms in full bloom? Or did I answer that question too?

Unconcealedness needs concealedness.  What is concealed is therefore no less true than what is unconcealed.  The long, hard Winter that is now forgotten, out of sight and mind, has allowed the Beauty of Unconcealment to shine forth in full bloom by concealing itself.  Does the poetry of the Japanese mean as much when they employ '花' to represent Cherry Blossoms?  Who can say?  Some light may befall our blind struggles fore if we remember poetry has always been Song. Laudes is the Latin name for songs.  Laudare is a eulogy or praise.  Maybe the ancient Greek myths were just long poems that were singing, praising, eulogizing, remembering what has been and thus what could be again and Japanese Poems are myths along the Same vein.  If so, and even if not, I like to think of Cherry Blossoms as our Myth of Life, a life that may oft be forgotten, but will always be remembered, if not knowingly.

P.S. The Japanese call and know 'word' as 言葉 or petal(s) of saying...

2010년 11월 29일 월요일

Revolutions in Communications

James Curran’s article entitled “Communications, power and social order” attempts to assess the impact of communications on the power structures of society by comparing and contrasting the uses and effects of various modes of communications during the papacy’s imperialistic and apostolic times and during the era of Britain’s ‘Press Barons’. This post will firstly summarize the main elements of Curran’s summary of the Papal dynasty and the connection of various modes of communications including the Bible, other forms of printed material as well as various religious symbols. Following I will focus on the similarities between the papacy and the British ‘Press Barons.’ Finally I will attempt to examine the newly emerged modes of communications, social networks systems or SNS for short, and try to see if there are any similarities or differences in how they are affecting existing power structures and future implications.

During the middle ages the papal government was able to maintain immense centralized power over almost the entire continent of Europe. How was such a small area of Rome, Italy able to ascend to the summit of the Church in such a relatively quick and dominant fashion? The precursor to dominance as well as the ultimate act that sealed its dominion lay in the interpretation of the Bible. During the 4th century the papacy claimed leadership of the church on the basis of a scriptural passage in the Gospel of Matthew that referred to St. Peter as the metaphorical rock of the church. According to Kantorowicz the answer lies in what he termed in 1957 ‘the monopolization of the Bible’ –the selective interpretation of the Bible in a way that constituted not only a compelling way to view the world but one in which formed the ideological backbone of the papacy: first that all power derived from God; and second that the Church was indivisible.

It was through the total monopoly and control of the Bible itself that allowed the church to maintain power for so long. However, as time went by and the Bible was produced on a larger scale, the Bible became more and more disseminated naturally breaking the iron grasp of the Church upon it. Ironically, as we shall see, it will be the Bible, and how the words inside are printed that will lead to the demise of the Church in terms of absolute power. But first, it is important to recognize other reasons for the extreme power of the church; the role of non-verbal communication and symbolism being foremost. The Church’s pretended unlimited ability to magically forgive and pardon, through various sacraments, benedictions, tithes, absolutions etc… as well as the physical institutions of worship (i.e. the grandiose and overbearing Gothic cathedrals, painted glass, statues and relics) all served to solidify the church as a container of magical power.

This all allowed the church to maintain close control over all aspects of citizens lives; from the spiritual, ideological, academic, secular and most importantly cultural problems. Although there are many instances, for example, that the church wasn’t able to absolutely and unequivocally dominate all areas of culture, the Churches dual domination over the institutions of mental production and mass communication are indisputable claims. The first being that the Church was able to gain increased authority and power at the expense of it’s adversaries with its seemingly unlimited resources. A perfect example is found in the German monarch, Henry IV, around 1075. This monarch was excommunicated by the papacy, or to view it from the eye of the times: a king, who was only king by the grace of God, was removed from office by God’s supreme agent, the Church. Having no recourse to historical documents to prove his case, for the church maintained the monopoly over not just history records, but the writing of such records and was thus able to selectively control what was written about it, he was eventually relegated, despite his status as the most powerful ruler in the west, to crawl on hand and knee to Italy as a penitent to seek the pope’s absolution. In summary the churches domination and manipulation of the elites and mass media to spread its ideological perspective of the world solidified its domination of elite knowledge and thus power.

Despite such power, such as that exemplified through the case of Henry IV, there were obviously those, particularly elites in various countries, who opposed the Churches monopoly of power but had no recourse other then total submission. As mentioned prior, the dissemination of the Bible changed that. It is well established that when new channels of communication are provided, bypassing established mediating agencies; the new media tend to pose serious threats to stable, hierarchical control of social knowledge. According to Curran the best example is the rise of the book in late medieval and early modern Europe. The change from parchment to paper made the total cost, preparation and process unimaginably simpler, quicker and cheaper. For example, according to Eisenstein after the introduction of movable type in 1450 output per capita involved in printing increased over one-hundred fold. This increase in output, drop in cost and increase in literacy led to a drastic increase in consumption of books.

The expansion of book production was most important in terms of the mass dissemination of the Bible in many vernacular languages. Particularly Martin Luther’s translation of the Bible into German from Latin as well as his 95 theses played a major role in undermining the traditional power structure of the papacy. Initially this change weakened the churches power structure by removing its importance as the almighty interpreter and intermediary of the word of God by placing that word in every citizens hands. This coupled with the fact that the church could no longer control the means of production regarding printing, meant that it could no longer control centralized elite knowledge and that knowledge was thus transmitted by those who chose to print to those who chose to read it. According to Wilks and Ullmann this improved medium of print helped foster new political thought and ideas, none being more important in the context of the churches power structure than the separation of church and state. In short, while after many still chose to believe in the theological doctrines of the church, the church itself lost its imperialistic control, falling from the ranks of a state or continental religion and all of the political power likewise associated with it to merely one religion out of many.


If the continental imperialistic power of the church was shattered an important question arises; where did the power go? As we can see from history, power apparently shifts temporarily to the mode of communication itself and those who utilize it until a new power group asserts their authority over that mode of communication. It is important to bear in mind the main tenant regarding mass communication that “mass media legitimizes the social systems of which they are part of.” In Curran’s article the reader jumps between the Church and the press barons, but it leaves out one crucial time period, the era of divine monarchs. It’s essential to view the era following the continental religion of the church as the rise of state religions centered around the monarchs of those various European countries that absorbed the dispersed power of the weakened church and the press to increase its own power structure. Here, Curran’s example of the increase in power of the press becomes explicitly analogous to the increase of book production during the peak of the Church.

The book displaced power from the Church onto the various monarchs. There thus became a power struggle, since book production was not easily controlled, between the monarchs and print leading to the monarch eventually being relabeled a constitutional monarch. The move toward freedom and democratic forms of government is crucial to understand the importance of the newspaper as an antagonist to the older monarchy and as the form of mass communication reinforces the state religion of democracy. It is indisputable that when the first newspaper was introduced in 1622 in Britain monarchical government was the state religion of most European countries. As Curran points out, newspapers were not respectable outlets of discourse let alone communication. However, they gradually attracted viewers, and as the newspaper stamp act of 1712 during the waning years of the War for Spanish Succession, it is plausible the government wanted to control a medium that despite its relatively unpopularity in the nobility could have very easily served as a vehicle for rival political parties such as the Tories to vent their frustration at the immense cost of what they deemed to be a worthless war.

This attempted suppression of the newspaper through stamp acts is very similar to the direct censorship that the Church employed in that the act itself is designed to limit the number of people who consume certain knowledge. However, as Curran mentioned during the nineteenth century the prestige and influence of press proprietors increased with an increased measure of ‘political autonomy.’ This increase in political weight, he continues, was reflected in the substantial legal immunities awarded the press between 1868-1898 and was introduced as the fourth estate or branch of government. In other words, in terming it the nominal fourth branch of government, a government that was democratic, is saying that the newspaper is the form of mass media that legitimized the state religion of democracy. A recent article in the British The Independent aptly titled, “Democracy Can’t Exist Without Newspapers”, reinforces this point further. In it the writer says, “Wherever you take your starting point, it is impossible to identify a society in which the scrutiny of a free and diverse newspaper press has not been vital to the development and success of representative democracy. They are so inextricably linked it is alarming to contemplate the possibility of one trying to function without the other.” (The Independent)

As Curran mentions, the newspaper maintained initially the fragile relationship of the aristocracy and bourgeoisie in parliament and also furnished the moral framework that legitimized the British capitalist system, the heart of the modern state religion of democracy. By doing so, the press opened itself up to being a commodity to be used for advertising and thus something whose ownership can be transferred to the wealthiest capital entrepreneur who then controls the press. Nowadays ownership has become more concentrated in the hands of a few multi-national corporations ameliorating the control system institutionalized by the free market. This point is essential to understanding how the current power structure may control and limit certain knowledge through the media. As Graham Murdock explains in his article “Large corporations and the control of the communications industries,” he refers to the above mentioned trend towards conglomeration and growth of institutional development where media enterprises such as the press are increasingly linked to companies operating in socially and politically contentious areas such as oil and military technology. This leads to the increase of potential “no go” areas for critical reporting and presentation, as corporations seek to use their media enterprises to promote a favorable image of their other activities.


While Curran focused on the original British Press Barons in control of a majority of the press from the mid-nineteenth century to the mid-twentieth century, the previous quote from Murdock leads the reader into contemporary times and the arguments regarding concentration, conglomeration and capital in the media at large. However, I will not enter this area as I feel Murdock does a great job analyzing and highlighting the specifics of this intricate, ideological debate. I will now briefly try to draw light onto the new social mode of communication, SNS’s, and try to examine how the traditional power structure of the democratic state and its free market heart are responding and dealing with the rapid changes posed by SNS’s. I will briefly use the case of Twitter and its controversial role in the previous Iranian political election.

The most important change in communication has been the advent of instantaneous SNS such as Facebook and Twitter allowing individuals to contact one another at anytime regarding anything and the increase in smart-phones have made this process even quicker. During the 2009 Presidential elections held in Iran, many have singled out Twitter, including many within the government in Washington DC, as having played a key role in the controversial elections even going as far to label it a ‘Twitter Revolution.’ However, a very interesting article that appeared on the Korean Blotter.net written by “Vision Designer” asks the simple question of, “Really?” According to him, if you follow the well documented time-line of the elections and records of the ‘Tweets’ coupled with the knowledge that the language used during the election was the native language of Farsi not English, it becomes apparent that there is a large difference in the expectations of outsiders mainly in the West regarding the role of Twitter and its actual effect on the elections. In other words, Twitter may have served an important role in allowing foreigners to find out what was happening with the country, but if one is conscious of the fact that the Iranian government fully implemented censorship programs and attacks on dissidents within the country the real effect of Twitter becomes apparent. (Blotter.net, Vision Designer)

Now if you consider the relationship between Silicon Valley and Washington the problem really gets complicated. Following the “Twitter Revolution” it was revealed that a censorship evasion program labeled ‘Haystack’ had been created by a San Francisco programmer in his 20’s to help resist the movement by the Iranian government to step up it’s control over internet censorship leading up to the elections. For a time Austin Himmun became a media hero. However, Evgeny Morozov of Foreign Policy pointed out the actual accomplishments of ‘Haystack’ hadn’t been published nor had the technology itself been officially verified before the Department of defense had decided to ignore its own trade sanctions on Iran and have the technology exported to Iran. With such apprehensions, Morozov was able to utilize some connections to reveal that in fact the story surrounding ‘Haystack’ itself had been intentionally spread by the media and that within Iran due to serious problems surrounding ‘Haystack’ users have been warned not to use the program as it exposes them to more danger. On top of this Hilary Clinton had positively praised Twitter as being an example of how social media is leading democratization around the world as one part of America’s 21st Century Statecraft.

There is no miraculous solution to help bring about such a democratization movement, so why then did such an event as ‘Haystack’ occur? Vision Designer purports that this has close links between Washington and Silicon Valley and their desire to export the ‘diplomatic good’ of the freedom of information. Briefly touching upon the current example of Google's actions towards China. Although there are 40 countries around the world that censor the Internet, why did Google single out China? Also, did this decision have anything to do with the fact that the former strategic planner of the US Department of Defense is now a part of Google’s “Google Idea” think-tank? The only things that can be proven by these events are that there is a deepening of relations between Washington and Silicon Valley. The motive of such a relationship is as of yet indeterminable. Is it for their proposed “Information democratization” or “To make a better world?” Regardless, the danger of such a close relationship is exemplified through the Iranian election where if social media had actually caused a revolution it would have been for the benefit of those behind the scenes. In conclusion it is important to move beyond questions regarding whom is behind furthering social change through social media and look critically at potential answers to who this change is for and who it will benefit.

2010년 11월 26일 금요일

아 참 추수감사절 놓쳤네...

아는 사람들 다 아는데 어제는 미국 일년 중에 가장 중요하고 미국다운 빨간날 추수감사절이었다.  

모르는 사람이 있을지도 모르겠지만 있으면 한국의 추석이랑 비슷한 날이라고 생각하면 된다.  온 가족들이랑 일년 내내 모든 일을 반성하고 감사하는 마음으로 모으고 칠면조를 비롯하여 풍부한 음식을 배가 터질 정도로 엄청 많이 먹는 날이다.  

한국에 온지 벌써 3년 연속 이러한 행사에 참여하지 못했다.  거의 반세계 떨어지고 가을 학기가 얼마 남아 있지 않아서 몇일간에만 고향에 돌아가는 게 아까워서 그리운 마음을 참고 겨울 방학을 도착할 때까지 기다릴 수 밖에 없는 상황이다.  

어쨋든 추수감사절 바로 전날에 미디어와 사회변경이란 개지루한 강연을 들었을 때 심심해서 그런지 책가방에서 오래동안 점차점차 독서하는 "한자의 이해"란 책을 꺼냈고 읽기 시작했다.  

이 책은 독자들에게 한문을 익혀주기 위한 목표로서 성어와 격언, 한시 (漢詩),당시(唐詩),사서삼경 등등 한문의 대표적인 고전의 제일 중요하고 한문을 배우는데 가장 도움이 되는 부분을 한권에 모으고 각각 나누어 있다.  

그날에 진난번에 읽어온 당시 부분에 이백 (李白)다음에 우연히 왕유 (王維)가 지어진 《九月九日憶山中兄弟》란 시가 나왔다.  

이 시를 처음으로 감상했을 땐 유학생으로서 고향의 동생을 생각하는 심정이 참으로 진실된다고 생각했다.  

시의 기구에 있어서는 외로운 나그네로서의 쓰라림을 참아견디는 심정이 넘쳐흐른다.  

나처럼.  

승구에는 항상 부모를 생각하는 마음에 사로잡펴 헝클어지는 심사를 달래는 다부진 내심이 연보인다.  

내 마음과 같다.  

전구에 있어서는 형제들의 워애로운 정이 넘쳐 곧 달려가고 싶은 결구의 애절함이 얽히는 것이다.  

내가 하고 싶은 것처럼.  

우애 넘치는 家族愛의 풍부함과 사랑스런 정감이 무르녹고 있다.  아래에 왕유의 작품을 원전으로, 한국어로 그리고 영어로 된 번역을 드리고 있다.


九月九日憶山中兄弟       王維

獨在異鄉為異客
每逢佳節倍思親
遙知兄弟登高處
遍揷茱萸少一人

구월구일 날에 산위에 있는 동생을 생각한다

홀로 타향에 있어 타향의 나그네 되었으니
매양 佳節을 만날 때마다 갑절이니 어버이를 생각한다
멀리 알건대, 형제가 높은 곳에 올라
모두 茱萸를 꽂았지만 나 하나 모자란다

The 9th day of the 9th month I think of my brother on top of the mountain

Alone in a foreign town I'm just another passerby,
this time of year doubles the thoughts of my loved ones.
From afar, I know my brother must have reached the summit;
everyone must have planted their cornel seeds by now, everyone but me.

2010년 11월 2일 화요일

Are you "Checking out?"

It's happening again.  This ball and chain I have bolted around my chaffing right ankle is being picked up by the hands of time.  With a jolt the chain is jerked hard sending me crashing to the ground.   Fingernails splintering over the rock crusted road as I'm being dragged forward like a speeding train I grope frantically for any firm hold, moving ever faster towards the upcoming new year.  I know what fate awaits;  I will undoubtably be dropped on my ass only to be faced with the same Sisyphusean cycle again.

2010년 10월 22일 금요일

쉬즈모 (徐志摩)

徐志摩(1897-1931)는 중국 현대문학사 중 대표 시인이며 중국 문학 경계를 넘어서 세계 문학계에게 혁명적인 영향을 끼친 중대한 인물이었다. 《굿바이 캠브리지 (再见康桥)》,《눈꽃의 기쁨(雪花快乐)》, 《우연 (偶然)》은 주요 작품.  쉬즈모는 또한 여러 문학 단체에 활약하게 참여하였으며 1920대 중에 소위 '사상문학혁명'을 제창한 후스(胡适), 이른바 '삼미(三美)를 제기한 원이두(闻一多)등이랑  낭만주의에 바탕을 둔 신월파 (新月社)를 결성하였다.  

신월파는 당시에 활발한 창조파(创造社)의 분발한 상상력과 자유체 의 시형을 주장한 낭만주의적인 시의 운동을 계승하면서 또한 그것을 부정•극복하고자 한 시인 그룹이었다.  그들은 시인의 이상에 근거하여 자연과 사회 속에서 아름다움을 더 정련해 내고자 했으며, 이로부터 '이성에 의한 감정의 절제'라는 미학 원칙과 '시형식의 격률화"라는 주장을 제기하였다.   결국 그들의 격률시는 감정과 정서를 시의 핵심을 보면서도 이를 응축한 시 형식 속에서 정련화하려는 의식적 노력의 성과였다고 하겠다.

여기에서 '이성에 의한 감정의 절제'가 추구하는 것은 주관적 감정 토로에서부터 주관적 감정의 객관적 대사화이었다.  이를 예술적 상상과 구체적인 객관 현실에로의 변화를 통해  함축적•형상적인 표현을 이루어 내고자 하였다.  또한 이러한 미학의 원칙을 구현하기 위해, 그들은 시적 감정을 엄격히 규범화된 형식 속에 정제시키기 위한 시의 격률화를 제기하였다.  위에서 언급된 '삼미' 즉 음악미, 회화미, 검축미를 추구하였다.

쉬즈모는 낭미주의적 시를 상징한 자유, 사랑 및 아름다움의 추구를 통해 내면의 정감과 독특한 개성을 객관 사물의 이미지 속에 투사해 내면서, 한편 시의 내재적 형짓미와 음악 미의 조화를 바탕으로 한 미적 내용과 형식의 통일을 모색하였다.  역설적이게도 이러한 아름다운 사랑의 탐구를 중국 현대역사 중 가장 추하고 폭력적인 시적 때 진행한 것이다.

*공사중*

2010년 9월 7일 화요일

물음표 물음표 물음표

바로 이 순간에 이제까지 내가 이 24년 동안 함부로 이용해온 몸집의 온힘으로 견디고 버텼던 회오리바람이 다가오는 듯한 미래가 마침내 도착했다.  

40박40일 동안 사막생활을 견뎌냈던 예스 크리스토같은 건조된 내 입술에서  패배의 숨막힌 소리가 나왔다.  

지금 내가 마주보고 있는 것은 날 한입으로 먹어벌릴 수 있는 침을 튀기는 미래의 크게 벌인 입이지.  

아무리 그래도 난 후회 따위는 없다.  

이 순간은 바로 내 마지막 기회이니까.   

과연 인연의 신들이 내 불확실한 장래를 어떻게 짤까???  

답할 수 있는 건 바로 물음표 물음표 물음표일뿐.

2010년 5월 13일 목요일

There was love

There was love this day. This day last year there was love.

The light evening May breeze wisps by us as we run across the crosswalk, headlights highlighting our bemused grins and mischievous eye lock. A green bottle of soju in my hand, that plus a coke in hers, laughs leaving our lips about that joke. Her friends trailing behind, next to, and in front of us; we are at the center.

We are at that point. You can feel it. It isn't about what we say now, only the looks on our faces, our equally inclined postures towards one another and those laughs with a hand coming up to shield what hasn't been shared yet. Just call it sex. We head to the green central quad in the center of campus, walking, just living up an incline.

On the hill sips grow longer in duration, the time faster. In our reverie a call is received and we're off to a tent meeting more friends; dope as always. Laughs we share, but the countdown has begun. The wind has swept the 'tree dust' up and our time away. In that sway-sway walk-walk against time, our interlocked fingers do the talking for our minds.

This day last year there was love. There is love this day.

2010년 3월 17일 수요일

다이아몬드 눈송이 내려오는 밤

다이아몬드 같은 눈송이 내려오는 밤에 거리에서는 등이 비뚤어진 아줌마의 빙그레 웃는 미소가 내 눈을 기울였는데 春雪이 내리는 밤 이외에 더 아름다운 시간이 있겠습니까?

가로등에서 나온 태양 같은 빛이 눈송이를 둘러싼 모습이 더 우아하고 두드러지게 보이는데 나말고 하늘에서 제공해 주신 공연을 감상하는 사람도 있겠습니까?

서관의 9:15에 표시하는 탑시계바늘 위에 가라앉은 눈송이 하늘에 다시 날아가 사라진 듯이 마음의 온천에서 흐려온 감동은 발생하지 않았던 것과 다름이 있겠습니까?

이젠 쇼 끝났는데 왜 길에서 쓰레기를 수집하여 인력거를 끌려오는 아줌마가 다이아몬드처럼 활짝 빛나는 자식의 눈도 더 이상 못 보실 수 있겠습니까?

2010년 3월 12일 금요일

Typical Study Abroaders (in Corea)

At all universities here in Korea, or in all countries for that matter, at any given time you may run into the savage beasts otherwise known as study abroaders (homo partius). Just as polluted waters were the unfortunate result of industrialization, study abroaders are the sickening drivel seeping out of the joints of globalization's gastric crevice. They come, they party, they tourist and they go home carrying a sense of accomplishment and a mouth full of, "I really got to know such a different culture; it changed my life," and a hand full of the same bloody bollocks when it comes time to fill out a CV or resume.

Exchanges are not the response of colleges pure unadulterated philanthropic spirit to provide young men and women with the life changing opportunity of studying in a foreign land, although you'd be hard pressed to find another reason upon entering your local uni's study abroad office. On the contrary, they are merely a symptom, and a puss filled Everest one on an adolescent Mikhail Steinberg's petroleum status nose, a code red, danger Will Robinson and Gary Coleman example of the commodification of what education has become today.

If you want a life changing experience go the fuck to Patagonia and kick it for real. Don't come to Korea, or Belarus, or China to drink and party with some other foreigners. I'm sorry that's not what I'm trying to say. Rather, come, spend your money, have a blast, but don't, I repeat don't go home and say it changed your life. Yes, now that's what I'm trying to convey. Understand your reason for being in another country regardless of the fact that you may attend a university class or two, is solely for entertainment reasons only. You paid your travel agent to set up your itinerary, oops I meant schools study abroad office, so have your fun until your slated return date.

Being a student abroad here in the ROK, and feeling a sense of pity for poor sad sappy heads having trouble having their fun here, I hereby declare this blog to be a place for people to refer to if and whenever they have questions pertaining to how one can make their stay here more entertaining or simply put, how to reduce the hassle of studying in such a foreign place to the point that you'll forget you're even in a foreign land until you go home and tell your friends how much it changed your life. So buckle up, have a safe flight and I'll see you at the aero-port with your newly updated itinerary.

2009년 12월 29일 화요일

Wine+christmas eves in Corea

Overextended grimy fingernails. I wake up. What day is it? I role over habitually grab my dick; i got a semi. Ask myself to wake, or not to wake. Tuesday. Overcast, like a today should be. Heartbeat reverberating in my temple, lifting myself from my death. Looking around I see my one room, Korean status room; gas burner in corner, crusted with overnight ramen packages, powder, noodles, gas nozzle left unclamped; shoes amuck, books and class printouts my carpet. Wine bottles, Stout, Grolsch and other beer bottles here and there but you shan’t call me no drunk. Chinky eyes, no racist, I think, “오늘은 나 뭐 할 거야?” and step the fuck out of bed.

Turn it on and start the bobbin of the head, put the glasses on, “turn it on Kweli,” up and then contacts poking my eyes out, or in? Grab my trampled toothbrush, not straightedge brush, lay the gel on and weed whack back and forth, but not enough for the dental hygienist; gotta floss, however, no ambition. Strip and grab the mini-size towel, place it on the knob in front of the shower door. Do the shower then hop out a shivering, it’s december, pre-christmas, sub zero, centigrade, no family just myself and dry the fuck off. Four hours sleep, slept in too much and stressing about it, but at the same time confident as fuck. The diary of an ambitious low self-esteem arrogant fuck.

Smith’s Wealth of Nation’s, 孟子, Rousseau’s Social Contract and Thoreau’s Walden stacked next to me. A few texts related to the study of traditional Chinese characters in Korean, modern Chinese and sixth level Korean fill out my winter semester curriculum. “이거 다 공부할 수 있겠냐? 그야 프라스(+) 공자의 《論語》그리고 다음 학기의 배울 이재훈 교수님이 맡으실 ‘고전독해연습’ 수업의 교재를 안 공부해서는 안 되겠다”라는 생각이 머리속에 떠올렸다. What am I? The future.